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tape collage 1
02:06
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i wanna be special
02:35
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i wanna be special
i wanna be known
i want an apartment that
i can call my own
i wanna be famous
i wanna be 18
i want people to here my music
and know that it's made by me
i might be happy
I'll make a lot of money
and keep it all to myself
cause i made these things on my own
without anybody else
i get caught doing heroin
in someone else's car
it won't matter in the long though
cause I'm a pop star
but is it worth it
maybe I'll overdose
maybe I'll shoot myself
it won't matter cause
i've made these things without anyone's help
i wanna be special
i wanna be dead
i wanna make music
without being anyone's friend
but is it worth it
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nothing
01:59
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stumbling down the street
on the way to your house
high on heroin
as a way to get out
i can't seem to bring
myself to acknowledge these things
i just let the work pile up
[epic chorus]
(1 2 3 4)
lying in the street
on the cold asphalt road
not sure if this is someone else's song
or something that i wrote
there's no such thing as originality
everyone else looks just like me
i just let the thoughts pile up
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ghost
01:55
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see you in my dreams
almost every night
i say you mean nothing to me
maybe sometime I'll be right
see you in my room
lying on my sheets
we talk for a long time
even though it's killing me
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you hold my hand when i start to get upset
i lose my grip due to my nerves and due to sweat
i just keep it inside
but i can't do this for the rest of my life
i love you to death
but you'll never love me in reply
surround myself with people who'll never like my stuff
tell me they're proud of me but i know i'll never be enough
helps me to work hard
but how do i know when i've gone too far
happiness is listening to my songs over and over in my car
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methadone clinic Maplewood, New Jersey
lawson saby, (formerly?) hudson pollock, archie o'connell.
methadone clinic recommends:
this is gabi gamberg's music. she is on lying in the backyard. they are a great friend
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